It has taken me this so many moons to come back to my blog . my life was in some kind of a blur and I could not find my " happiness" . I prayed and prayed and prayed again ... could not find the relief that I sought for. I recently learned that Iblis is the power that removes happiness . "Aoozu billa he rabbil alaymine ." I must have been under his powers for these many moons. Please forgive me , MY RABB.
As I wish to write today and be present in my NOW ...I feel the need to fiercely hold onto TODAY and NOW as all that I have . The "blur" that overcame me presented a cloud of anxiety that clouded everything I believe in . Please accept today , the end of Zul Hijjah as all I have to see now . Let me refresh my soul and open my heart to the light that it can hold for me . Please help me keep sharing good deeds that will enlighten my path and those around me . Allah may HE give me enough light on Judgement Day to see my way on the road to my final resting place ..wherever HE chooses for me . I trust in HIM as my only source of strength . Let my faith hold tight to my heart and allow success on my final day on this earth .
Soon we will start the New Year with Muharram 1439 . Let us be cognizant of the foibles on this earth that may dissuade me from my "straight path ". Peace and love to all on this same journey .
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