Rajab 20 1440

Assalam Alaikum again. Now spring has come to the outer environment and the cold , bitter winds are dying down . As we hear the chirping birds, the small flowers appearing on the branches , we can truly appreciate nature's obedience to the Creator. The discipline NAture exhibits humbles me as I continue to only try to be diligently obedient . We are so frail and weak , we humans that all we can hope is for our MAker to forgive us as we daily repent for mistakes done . The melting ice enables us move about more freely in the outer environment . I am so truly grateful for the respite Allah has provided me over the long , harsh days of winter. His refuge is truly a significant blessing . I have seen the visible signs of my anxious duas ..begging for an inner peace . To believe in HIM is not simply a word stated but must be followed thru with actions proving the belief . Often this requires a creative design to ponder , reflect , and choose the best path to please our RAbb with our actions . The giving and receiving from my duas to HIS responses is truly a remarkable connection . I feel so honoured to be a part of this link. Gratitude is simply all that I can show to HIM as I move on from these fulfilling experiences in hope and awe for HIS love for me . I am truly a weak human being who tries and fails, repents, and then tries again only to often fail again . However HE never fails and always accepts my frail excuses because HE knows how much I count on HIM ..despite my mistakes . The road back to meet HIM is fraught with trials and I can simply pray and hope that the end will be good for me . Now my senior years are upon me and I wish for forgiveness and I shall continue to try to perfect my actions ..knowing that only HE is perfect. Thus I can simply try to emulate HIS attributes as I become aware of how to do that. Perhaps it will be this desire to do that which will please HIM and help me to be saved from some dire punishment . MY RAbb I humbly seek forgiveness from YOU for all my mistakes . Continue to help me see my errors before I do them and allow my own thinking to not interfere with your guidance . You prove to me daily that your guidance is forever when I seek the TRUTH . PLease allow me to treasure TRUTH above falsehood ..wherever it is visible .