Jumada II Day 25 1433

HOW to remain constant and loyal amidst HUGE CHANGES in one's outer life? As I review other Jumada II months in other years, I see myself having evolved as a being of unconditional infinite LOVE. This should be how I can continue to act in my next best time of this earthly journey . The surrender to huge trials has led my being .. now HE has granted me some ease ..to relieve my furrowed brow. The CHANGE is greatly appreciated MY RABB. Please help me to follow your ways even moreso now ...with this mercy You have endowed me with. Help me to support and be with those in greater need than I . Let me be touched by HIS inspiration . Please do not blindfold me ..but let my Heart remain OPEN to you. Let me remain sincere to YOU with greatest thanks for Your LOVE and support. MY RABB , is all I have . I am totally reliant on HIM . BE THANKFUL! Now we prepare for RAJAB .. soon to visit our homes . Let us prepare accordingly for the lessons we will be given. Remember the lack of control we truly have ... if Allah has a design for us . We are truly at HIS mercy . Help me to unite my inner and outer self into a harmonious balanced way of life. The growth and change is still evolving in me ... as Farooq's widow. Please help me remain HUMBLE!