We are now halfway thru this month since my beloved has passed on into eternity . What do I feel ...this is not significant as these feelings will change constantly . What matters is what I KNOW!!!! Let your heart be not troubled ..the Prophets have said . WHY? The knowledge is so deeply imbedded in my soul ... there is a life hereafter and he waits for me there. It took only 1 second some 43 years agoo for me to recognize this beloved soul mate .. so I KNOW that he waits for me when my time will come . In the meantime, I MUST move on and share the LIGHT with as many as I can. It is this sharing that is my earthly calling NOW. I KNOW that THIS IS SO ..in my depth of my being .
My simple , humble prayer is that I will succeed in doing YOUR will as I tread this path forward . Guide my footsteps and keep me safe until I too join the eternal LIGHT . AMIN sub amin .
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
JUmada II 1432
My utter loss is only Allah's eternal gain . MY beloved " majazzi khuda " on this earth went to meet his maker last month and seek only to sincerely know that he is safe in the arms of the angels . His earthly body was tired out and could not manage here anymore. So in HIS wisdom and mercy, Allah sent the angel of death for him one evening and took his soul ...back to whence he came .
The longing and missing will never end for me , his wife of some 42 years and 10 months. There was never a man who could compete for my affections ...this is an eternal bond given us by Allah . ... forever missed , forever loved.
The longing and missing will never end for me , his wife of some 42 years and 10 months. There was never a man who could compete for my affections ...this is an eternal bond given us by Allah . ... forever missed , forever loved.