Ramadan 1435

Gratitude is all that I have for the life Allah has created for me in my family. Let His plan always remain uppermost in my hopes . The way of life with deen and JOYFUL HOPE is what I wish to remain as my compass . Let the future unfold in creative processes ... HIS focus will be my primary goal . Plan my days around HIS pleasure ...never leaving myself far from HIM . Allow Quran to be the true nourishment for my body and soul ... opening up all the avenues for growth . Release envy and jealousy from my heart ... I am now all that I can be ...let me grow as YOU wish for me. Trust in my Creator !!!

Shaban 26 1435

My words today are humbly written from a busy body ... trying to balance the life I lead now in this time . My basic beliefs make me know how insignificant I am in my own eyes .... BUT how loved I am by my CREATOR . It is only because of this LOVE that I am able to serve . Please dear Lord help me continue to reach out and dig from within to find your guidance . Protect me from the evils of IBLIS ...aoozu minas shaitan er rajeem !!! HE IS THE WORST to threaten us ...even without us knowing !!! PLEASE PROTECT ME and those I serve for YOU!!! Without YOUR support , I would not be content !!! Let me continue to seek KNOWLEDGE... from your font of mercy and LOVE .

14th Shaban

Here we are in the middle of Shaban ... where has it gone? The memories of the stories of the Sahaba and the Holy Prophet lie light on our hearts . We have been so blessed to have their examples before us ... let us try to continue to be examples of them in the world we have been given around us. I consider myself to be very humble ...before them . I can barely reach over to touch the hem of their garments . Please forgive me Allah for my shortcomings ..let me try my best in my daily endeavours . Prayers are simply one part of my journey ... as I reach out now , please help me to show my best and love my peers for HIM . My bounties are so great from HIS storehouse of treasures ... let me show my thanks daily. AMIN SUB AMIN!!!

Shaban 1435

I have been out of touch with my happiness for some months now ... it appeared that IBLIS was repressing my inner desires . With the blessings of an Almighty Allah , it appears that I can return to the thoughts and postings from a mind dedicated to MY RABB .. daily . Shukur ul hum do ... HE IS ALL ... no one or thing can replace HIS bounties . Let the faith we have struggled to hold in our hands ...remain now on our lips for one and all to see and hear. The fears of an aging body, concerns for others I love and a wavering of HOPE took me down an ill-found road . Thanks be to HIM that I have returned to my chosen path ...with HIM holding my hand and making me content and easy to manage. The bounties are HUGE as we examine what is now and what could have been . Make me grateful FOREVER for HIS loving ways ... let me minister to those who struggle now and wish to be free of the pain. AMIN SUB AMIN!!!